Diary Of A Single Momma.....

         FROM THE VERY BEGINNING

           'I did know that starting on this path was one hell of a risky game,but as time went by,i have grown to realise that it ain't at all as bad as i envisaged,yes the good times and of course the bad times,times when i felt so low,so down,i felt i could never pick up the pieces of my life ever again,times when i felt the end has definitely come........but somewhere,i just knew i had to be strong,for me and for my bubba,i knew being strong was just the only freaking answer....and i shook the hurt,the pain and the tears away and i stood taller than before,stood stronger than ever.
        okay,i know the country i live in,where it is more easy to stigmatise ,criticize,judge another human being than it is to praise and encourage,,so a piece of advice to anyone out there reading this,i don't know what mistakes it is you have made in the past,i don't know how life has ever treated you,but just know that,if you count the world's opinion about you and let it guide your path,you are already on the breaking point which you need not be.Be it as it may,,,,,your mistakes can turn around for your good depending on how well you play it.Do not stay beaten,lift your head up....there is hope so long as there is life.
            Rewind 2006,i met this amazing dude,i thought the world stood still everytime he smiled,everytime he said just one single word,and everytime he would look at me,i felt ...'yes,Jesus yes,i am soooooooooo inloveeeeeee'......yimu,big yimu of life,,lol.He started to grow on me,he became my bad habit,when i wasnt with him i felt numb,totally dead,twas like nothing was actually happening without his prescence hovering around me,he became my HALO....Really,ladies lets tell ourselves the truth ,how is it that a man just shows up in your life and then we are just,just....i don't know the adjective to even use...
      Everyone around me wondered why i loved him the way i did,i couldn't give any specific answer,i loved him because,,because,,,.I loved him because.....


Lmaooooo,,,the intention of this blog was not to start this series,i started it as a photography blog,and now i find the urge to just multi-task,and since typing the story has left me exhausted,i will continue 2mao.....so,stay on this page,let me tell you how love gbakasiam isi,,,hain!!!twas not an easy thing then oo,,buh am good now,,,hahahahahaaaaaa *EvilGrin*